Friday, August 12, 2005
I really don feel like posting.
I really got no mood to.
But...
There's a restructure in the girl's side. I will not fear. Cause you are with me.
What wrong's with me lately? I have not really been growing. I need breakthrough!
I know after every down period, there will be breakthrough. I'm anticipating it.
I know whatever you do is for my good. I want and will obey you. But somehow I feel sad. All this in your plan le. I. I don know how to describe what I'm feeling now. I should have stop. Should not think back. But all these weeks, I really enjoy myself. But I need to stop. I have to stop.
God, I know I have not been your favourite child for some time le. But Lord, draw me back to you again. Please don let your presence leave me. I cannot do without you. Let me find comfort in your love. Joy in your work. I longed to go back to the first love I have with you. I am nothing without you. Nothing...
Sorry God. But I love you. Whatever mood I am in right now. I can't deny the fact that I really love you. I'm really thankful for all you've done. Because you are in my life, that's why I know how to handle those situations. All these situation ultimately are short term.
I pray for salavation for ppl. Sometime I realise that some nice ppl don know God. I believe your future will be bright when you do it with God! Maybe no one tell you yet. I wish to tell you. But I don know where you are now. Please don give up your dreams. I pray that I can share the good news with you. Where are you?
I can't continue. But don worry I'm alright. I am going to meet God le. Everything will be alright.
I'm expectimg an encounter with you.