Monday, October 17, 2005
Was sitting by my window thinking of certain stuffs when it start raining. well, I like the cool breeze. It matches what I'm thinking. Yesterday wasn't feeling well. I think the fever make my mind abit confused and messy. Was thinking some stuffs that I know that it shouldn't enter my mind. Idlemind is the devil's workshop.
Have an uncomfortable sleep despite that I'm not feeling well. I went to spend time with God. Facts came slapping into my face. God reminded me certain things again.
Was thinking about what Gideon told me yesterday. Actually God told me this alot of times. I'm really afraid. I prayed that I will NEVER fall in this area. never. God, I pray against this. I'll trust in your great plan for me. I know you have the best for me. And I'll trust and believe in that.
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Yay! Everytime i come before you. I can only stand, amazed, at what you've done for me.
Wow!
This is gonna be a long post! haha.
Was facing a tough period for the past few weeks. But God bless me!
Facing some finances difficulties. Wowo. But God is faithful! He blessed my mother with ALOT of money to pay her debts and there's still leftover. Wow! There's a few ppl to thank.
Beiyu: Thanks for always skipping recess with me. haha. thanks for being so nderstanding toward me and so willing to listen to me talk. Thanks girl. really treasure our friendship alot.
Jasimine.A, Hwee en, Erica and Peishan: Thanks for everything. Thanks for being so understanding too. Thanks for always trying to treat me. Appreciate you ppl alot. really.
Of course not forgetting all the sisters! The family God place to bless me. I love you ppl! There's too much for me to say to you all. really.
The one I really wanna thank:
God: Xie xie ni. Nothing can really describe the gratefulness in my heart. You are with me through all these time. Your presence comforted me alot. Whenever I need you. You are there. Thanks. thru all these years. You are the one that hold me and carry me thru. You are the hope I cling to. You are my strength. I really love you alot. This is not just feelings. I really love you.
Loving others is happiness but loving God is JOY.Thanks God I don serve a faraway God. I serve a God that is as near as I desire him to.
My ever faithful God.