Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Is that what you wanna tell me. to move on? to stop dwelling in the past?
my computer which has been with me for 3 years. inside i create an account which only i has access to it. there's many letters to God inside. many memories. but on 31 May 2004 i stop going into it. stop reading and dwelling in it. set an alarm that i should read it 1 year later. but that day never come. it will never come again le. just one day before the day, my com crash. i have never wanted to reformat or change a com despite it bad condition because i'm waiting for the day when i go in again. well. but my com crashed.
God. is this what you want to tell me? the memories in it is deleted just like this. many things was deleted together with it. when i saw everything was deleted. it hurts so much. the thoughts of not able to read it again just pain me.
but thanks for your assurance. you assured me that there's better things for me.
once i let go, i can receive.
since this is your plan. i should follow. guide me.