Monday, July 31, 2006
Finally i can stand on the stage to share bout God's goodness to me. but because of my nervousness. comments flow in one by one. saying i swayed too much, distract alot ppl, people very blured by me, I speak too fast. i'm really disappointed. what am i doing? i'm always like that, i always screwed up things because of my nervousness. i teared on the stage because i experience the new level of God's love to me. i really want to share it to the ppl, i really want ppl to know bout his faithfulness in my life. but because of my nervousness, i didn't do that well. why? why am i always like that. so disappointed. so so disappointed. what am i doing.
God. i need your comfort now.