Wednesday, August 29, 2007
i've been dreaming alot about her recently. is she doing well in the other world? i believe so. she can find the life she wants in heaven. and most importantly, papa is with her and God is with her. she is being protected up there. i'm glad. at least she dont need to suffer anymore. she is being released from all her pain and suffering.
i have yet find the courage to visit their niche. the last time i went, memories just gushed thru my mind. tears just flowed down without control. i want to visit their niche but.. i'm scared. really scared.
there's so much unsettled feelings and thoughts in me. God, only you understand. i can only bring them all up to you. thanks for being so faithful. thanks for never leaving me nor forsaking me.
mummy and papa, i believe you two are happy up there. in a place faraway from this place of imperfect people. wait me alright?