thanks. God, for that answer you gave me. whatever it is, i just follow your plan and nothing will go wrong.

it has been a confusing day for me. well. at least God shows his power by telling me the answer. by showing me the way.

oh well. how i wished things will still remain that way. ahhh.


tml and friday is a special day. but i don feel special. i don feel happy bout it. i don even feel like going. have been thinking of ways to escape. i shall purposely oversleep tml and go missing on friday. but as i think thru, i should go. at least for my parents. is a day my dad has been looking forward to for all his life. but now, he can't enjoy it. but whatever it is, God, i ask of you to be with him. be with him throughout the whole thing. heal all the hurts.