Tuesday, July 11, 2006

this year world cup is slightly different from year2002. i remember very vivdly during 2002 when i'm watching with my dad. my dad don support any teams, he will just see which team is better that year and critize the bad ones. he is good at judging the teams! i remember when i watch with him, the whole house will be very noisy. my mum will just do her things and come out and solve the disagreement i had with my dad. this year is quite a lonely year to watch world cup. my dad seems to be tired so easily. he will watched less than 10 minutes than go to sleep.

suddenly realize that my father is getting old already. really old. just a few days ago, saw him sitting alone browsing through all the past photos. he is really getting old. my father changed so much over the years. i have not been the best daughter i should have been. i have not been doing my part. so angry with myself. but i thank God, my father's life has God. that's enough. God. thanks for letting him come to know you. the truth is that i should not complain anything cause i'll see my father next time in heaven. to me, that's the best thing.

it does not seems as perfect as it is. rachel. come back to the real world.

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