there's so much things i want to say. but i don know how to. there's so much dreams i want to fulfil but it seems so impossible now.

was spending time with God for the past one hour. Was strolling ard in the beautiful and windy night, breathing in the refreshing air God has provide. Is just a time between me and my God. He understands me. He is the only one who truly understands me. He doesn't only understands me physically like my personality.etc.. He understands all the deep down desires of my heart. He understands all the dream I have. He understands all the thoughts i have. He understands me more than i understand myself.

was enjoying every moment. it seems so perfect, seems so wonderful. how i wished it can go on forever. but i was called back into the real world. the imperfect world. the imperfect world consists of imperfect people that God loves. The perfect place will come soon. I believe.

finding myself in God. I love you God. I really do.