2006. the worst year in my life. the worst worst year. a fast yet memorable year. the year that i wish will never appear but the year i want to stay in it. i seem to gain alot yet losing alot this year. my greatest lost was my mummy.

as i cross over to year 2007. sadness came over me. i know i'm moving on in life but my mum was left behind in 2006. i'm gonna have more memories. but the memories of my mum only stopped at 17 October 2006. i hope to write alot bout 2006 like what i did the years before. but... i cant seem to remember anything except my mummy. the only thing i can remember in this 2006 is that the person i love left me.

stepping into a new year. a new life without my mummy. a new environment without the involvment of my mummy. cant and dont want to imagine it.

3 moonths never go school. school tomorrow. the first time i'm going school knowing that my mummy is not with me anymore. my mummy wont be there to force me go school anymore. she wont be there to made me wake up. my mummy wont be there to hear me complain about everything about teachers and studies. my mummy wont be there when i'm tired after a day in school. my mummy wont be there to wait for me at home. she wont be there. i know.

God i need you now more than anything. my only source of strength and dependant. keep me strong. i need to be strong.

mummy. wait for me at end. i'll finish it strong. trust me. God. hold my hand and never it go.