sick. food poisoning.
felt so terrible and weak. feel like depending on people.

had a dream when i felt weak. i dreamt that i saw my mummy again. it was at my hse's carpark. i saw her from a far and i ran towards her and hugged her so so so tightly. it was like after a long separation i saw her. i didnt hug her for long because i want to see her face more. then she tell me that she is gonna bring me find papa. as i follow behing her back, i felt she was far yet near to me. the separation do mean something. but she is still my mummy. the mummy i am emotionally and physically attached to. as i gollow behinh her and observing her, suddenly she left me again. i was so scared, i was so anxious. i keep calling out for her but she didnt reply. i broke down. till now i can still remember the cry in my dream.

in the end the reunion didnt happen.
but i am still waiting to be reunited w mummy and papa again.

mummy dont worry i'm still waiting for you to bring me to be reunited with papa :)