she left me for home on 17 October. i'll never forget that day.
i'll never forget when she breathe her last breath. i'll never forget the sight when she closed her eyes.

God. you have taken the most important person in my life. i really love mummy. i really miss taking care of her. i really miss feeding her medicine. i miss seeing her.

you've placed her to be the most important, the closest in my life. and you took her away from me. half of my life is gone. she promised to see me grow up.

often watched show when ppl die. didnt expect it will ever happen to me. is really painful to think of her. it is so painful so so painful during the cremation. i feel so lost

i need her. i love her. i want to be with her. girl girl loves mummy. i cant get out of it. i want her.

no one. no one can ever replace the special relationship i have with her. no one.