God. i’m at the end of the road again. the previous wound was not even healed yet. now the second wound came. and it open up my first wound again.

my father was admitted into the hosiptal on Monday. his blood vessels burst again. he is in a coma now. or rather his brain is 3/4 damage. doctor just told me that his chances of survival is very slim. 0 percent that he can make it through. These 5 days are the critical time. If he makes through, he wont die. He will only be a vegetable.

God. please please please don’t take him away. i don’t have mummy already. I cannot don’t have papa. people who are reading my blog. please. I beg you. Pray for him.

I’m really afraid. Really really really afraid. I’m very scared of what is to come. i cannot go through another emotions truama again. i cannot go through another cycle of losing my loved one again. i wont be able to make it this time. serious

Papa. Please don’t leave me alone here. mummy. how? i'm very scared.